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I just read a post on the interesting blog Mother Guilt, which I really identified with. The author writes that she has had to stop listening to NPR because the news make her feel terrible about the plight of others, helpless and hopeless as well.
This happens to me as an expat, because in order to "not miss out" with what is happening "out there," I pretty much read everything: The New York Times, The Washington Post, The Picayune, The Wall Street Journal, the Sun Sentinel, etc. plus check out the online news for the BBC, CNN, etc. I also read a couple of European papers. Magazines too, Vanity Fair, The New Yorker, The Atlantic Monthly ...
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All in all, I feel very well-informed and always in a state of despair about the plight of the suffering of this world. I mean, I really am, yet besides keeping myself informed and helping out in the minimal ways I can, there isn't much to be done. So I end up feeling angst and a sort of guilt.
I do get angry, if I think about it, at the US spending money abroad--especially in fighting what I see as hopeless wars--that should be spent at home in education and job development. But I have come to realize that the war industry is like the drug industry; there is too much money and blood lust involved for there to be any immediate solution to the problem. What to do?
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Perhaps just concentrate in the more easily solvable problems. To me, that means going local. I don't think I'll ever stop caring about the world, but I have curtailed my omniverous news reading and, since I don't really watch TV, I have become slowly yet increasingly uninformed about the world at large.
In consequence, I seem to be in better spirits. Ignorance is bliss. Sort of, at least.
Every time I see headlines on conflicts in the Middle East I have to stop myself from clicking on the news link, but I do. Almost by biting my hand. I don't know, anymore, what is going down in Israel/Palestine or how many young soldiers died in Afghanistan today. I don't know, either, what the situation is today in Honduras, but I rest assured it is probably the same as weeks ago. Dare I say I don't particularly lose any sleep about Honduras?
Talking of local ...
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I accepted last week a short-term job with the government, more specifically, the City of Guatemala. I am now part of a team working on a project of recovery and support, using sustainable ways, of one of the old neighborhoods of the Historic Center in Guatemala: Barrio San Sebastian, built in the 18th Century. The other team members are historians, architects, anthropologists and other such scholars.
Barrio San Sebastian was never one of the toniest neighborhoods, even in its heyday. It's church isn't among the grandest or prettiest. Yet the neighborhood is rich in history and culture, and most of the families living there are generations-long residents. It's a beautiful project which will entail lots of work in these short weeks, which is one of the reasons it has been hard for me to get to the blog.
I enjoy that, unlike many gentrifying projects, this one concentrates on keeping its original inhabitants put. I also enjoy that I work from home. The offices where the team will hold its meetings are BEAUTIFUL (in the Centro Cultural Metropolitano, see pix) and that I can walk there.
I won't dwell on the project itself, because it is in progress with the ultimate goal of producing published work, so we don't want to spoil the end result. But I am happy working on it and when all is done, it will be lovely. Great things happening downtown.
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Another time-constraint has been that, since my Spanish blog was the topic of a 2-page Sunday-edition spread in one of the best local papers, my already busy social (night)life has become quite hectic, to say the least. I go out practically every single night. This is when my dissertation chair chose to send me material to incorporate into the dissertation, so the busy-ness index shows exponential growth!
I had to drop out of presenting my works at the end-of-year student show in my art school because there was simply no way, no way, I would be able to get the works finished enough on time for the exhibit. Since I remain assured that I have no viable future as an artist, I am not worried about the effect that this may have on such a future!
So besides teaching a course at the graduate program of a Jesuit university here in Summer 2010, I have taken on this short-term project. I now consider myself gainfully employed. I shall have enough funds for more books, pencils and paintbrushes.
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The other night went to dinner at Arrin Cuan, a famous and popular Guatemalan restaurant which specializes in traditional ("typical" as they call them here) food. We went with a friend from Germany doing his dissertation research here, and we all ate as if we were famished and there would be no food again for a long time. We ordered a special sample plate for two; it was enough for four, and it was delicious.
TONS of great food and drinks, for about US$40 for all of us. This included nachos with black beans, nachos with guacamole, empanadas, and more.
Typical Guatemalan foods at Arrin Cuan:
Tamales, Kak'ik, Subanic, Jocón and Hilachas (shredded beef).
Not all is fun and food here, of course. The country suffers from the kind of violence endemic in countries with high indexes of poverty and insecurity. My maid and the inn's housekeepers have constant problems finding reliable urban public transportation because, lately, the city's bus drivers are on strike.
Bus drivers and their assistants keep getting murdered by mareros---and at this point, probably by any marero-wannabe copycats--and there isn't much concern shown either by authorities or most of the business camp. This state of affairs has become so commonplace that not a day goes by when at least one (but often more) bus drivers have been killed. No wonder they keep striking.
Call me deluded, but I suspect that the lack of action by the authorities is related to the fact that this problem mainly affects the poor and, as is the case worldwide, the issues of the poor (even when they are the majority of the population), don't really take precedence when it comes to allocating resources.
House Facade, Barrio San Sebastian
I am relatively safe because I don't need to use city buses, I have a Jeep and--ironically--because I walk to most places I go. Since I cannot even vote in Guatemala, there isn't much I can do, except feel sad.
That is one good thing about having cars here: Much shorter distances. Hence, small amounts of gas. After decades of spending hours on the freeways of Houston and So. Florida, believe me, this feels heavenly. Traffic here is a borderline anarchic, as well, so I just love not having to drive much.
Corner, Barrio San Sebastian
Yesterday afternoon went with two history grad students in Guatemala to the library I wrote about last time, Biblioteca de Los Obreros.
One of the students is getting a masters at the UNAM (Universidad Autónoma de México) which is huge and has a strong history department, and the other student is from the University of Cologne, in Germany. I met an architect there, who told me he visits the library as a hobby, in order to find trivia on historical styles.
Let me tell you, we went nuts. We were in nerds' heaven! The place is a treasure trove!!!! It has very well-preserved newspapers and magazines from the 19th Century, great amounts of government decrees and documents bound and piled up in orderly fashion, I mean, tons of stuff for any researcher to dig through for hours.
History grad students comparing finds at Biblioteca de Los Obreros
I spent hours on a series of fashion magazines from the 19th Century. These had been imported from Spain and Paris and were clearly a must for Upperclass Guatemalan women of the time! All in great condition.
Spread of 19th Century fashion magazine La Moda Elegante.
Illustration from 1930s book on Guatemalan flora and crops
I took it upon myself to photograph hundreds of these old illustrations. I already have around 200 and will go back for more. Even the typography used in print is an art-form all in itself. No idea what to do with such collections but something will come up eventually. A "study of Victorian mores and fashions translated into Catholic Latin American culture in the 19th Century" comes to mind.
Nightlife here can be pretty eclectic and even though it always ends very early--most places are closed by 1 a.m. (by law) and the entire city just dies. Ghost town. At least around where I live, there is a lively nightlife on a daily basis. So one is home early, but one can pretty much go out every single night and have something to do. It is easy to make friends, so one starts bumping into friends everywhere. I really enjoy the international flavor of the Bohemian scene downtown.
Performers at a poetry & music night at Bar Central
Last week got to listen to a really good Blues band, harmonica and all! The first blues band I get to listen to in Guatemala, Primocaster. We're big blues fans in this household, so that made us happy.
Tonight I am going to a Baroque concert by the Philarmonica (3 blocks away), after which I am going to a rock concert by a well-known band at a metal club (2 blocks away) and will end the night at the birthday party of a friend at a local pub nearby. Tomorrow, dinner and theater also nearby.
Poetry and music night at Bar Central
Saturday, of course, myriad Halloween parties everywhere and the Day of the Dead is celebrated in fantastic style here; especially in the grand old churches and awesome historic cemetery nearby. You know, that old Catholic and Mayan penchant for facing death squarely and wallowing in it. Add a big splash of USA-style Halloween celebrations to that!
At this pace, my car will never accrue any mileage, my legs muscles get increasingly stronger, and my sneakers are always grungy ... now I just need more time to sleep.
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